It’s been a while. I know I am confident that getting back to school was like the same feeling 21 years ago, but I was mistaken. This is completely different in so many levels.
I recalled I have not finished a book since I started working night shift. Recently, I get bored on lengthy readings because possibly, I started to get the habit of only browsing write ups and stories from my phone which will not require me to spend an enormous time. Also, time pressure is never like this way back. The sense of urgency seeps through even when I am at work. I’m still in the process of managing that and I’m sure, I’ll handle it soon.
I thought I knew plenty but I totally realize I know less. The week’s learning was simply the foundation but it got me to think things in different angles and made me question myself. It prompted me to do some diggings to satisfy my curiosity. This was a excellent mental exercise that warmed up my critical thinking and outlook.
“Oh, so this what it feels like!”
They say, you are never prepared enough for anything. I’d like to thinks that it’s true. Good thing, I am emotionally prepared for this journey. Now, it’s never about the money in order for me to go to school but my certainty and resolve to win this over.
I will be a professional educator and I am only starting. That is a non negotiable I set for myself.
The top challenge I have for the week was the loss of power for almost four days due to the the volcano threatening to erupt any time now. I have a deadline to meet! Quitting never came to mind though. I became resourceful.
I am grateful to have a generous company that allows us to use an internet connection for meaningful purposes. During those days when I cannot even power up my laptop, I head to work 2 hours early before my shift to do some catching up.
Now, I am getting the feel of how my journey progresses for the rest of the semester. I am amazed on how my co learners perceive ideas and share their thoughts by readings their posts. In a way, I get to know them a little bit and I am liking this group of people I am learning with.
Looking forward for the upcoming week’s learning adventure.
I only just begun.
The Graveyard Chronicles 